This second pregnancy has been alot different than my first. I have been on bed rest for about 3 months. I have to keep reminding myself that it is all worth it and it will be a memory soon enough. I am so thankful to be able to have a second child and I know God would not put me through anything I could not handle. My mom, Gavin and my friends have been my heroes the past few months. I am totally useless and I have to think about my son through all of this. Dalton has been my sole focus for 2 years and it is hard to watch others care for him. He has adjusted so well and even pulls me to the couch as soon as I stand up. He is going to be a great big brother.
The next 18 years I will not be able to relax so I should enjoy the next few days. My csection is scheduled for next week! I have had mixed emotions about a csection since we got pregnant. Dalton's delivery was very hard on both dalton and I. He almost didn't make it and I had a long recovery afterwards. We have watched Shayne's size throughout the pregnancy and she is on the bigger size :). My last appointment my doctor, gavin and I decided it would be too risky to try to have a natural delivery again. So the csection was scheduled :). I can't wait to hold our little girl!!!
Sorry just had to ramble about what I have been going through.
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